Rear View Mirrors

I just found out my ex-boyrfriend is engaged to his "semi-new" girlfriend (they've only been dating since late last year). Turns out he's engaged to his twin sister's best friend. If I recall correctly she's already divorced and will be remarried to my ex before she is 30 years old.

At 1st when I found out my stomach sank and felt like dropping out of my body. Honestly, I became numb.

NOT that I have any feelings left for him (when someone tells you, "I don't want to be a Navy wife" you sort of fall out of love with them), but it still does NOT feel good to know that he's already engaged.

This changes nothing changes in my life. It's just one of those moments when you remember a glimmer of the past, shrug it off, thank God you didn't end up with that looser, and then move on to someone better and worthy of me! More than that I move on to bigger and better things in my own life (i.e. training MMA w/ some really cool people, earning my FMF pin, deploying, and ultimatley getting stationed on an amazing ship).

Here's to all the ladies and gentlemen doing their thang w/out relationship rear view mirrors!!!!!!!!